Am I...

Am I bi-curious? Am I bisexual? Am I lesbian?

I catch myself watching girls walk by, and I tend to look at their figures and short-as-hell shorts.
I never pay attention to the boys, oh no. They don't catch my interest as much as they used to.
My brain tells me to look at boys, but my heart focuses on the girls.

I've been asked by a close friend what I prefer, but I was unable to answer her question.
She understood why I couldn't answer because I told her that I mostly only saw my guys friends as friends, but I would date them, if they even asked me. (I haven't been asked, thanks for asking).

I haven't even told my dad I'm dating a wonderful girl. He thinks I'm just going through a phase.
It might be a permanent phase. Our school's librarian and me got into a talk about the LGBTQA support my school has, and she told me that, "girls are in fact better than most boys."
Then she helped me find some books on LGBT.

I'm lost. I do in fact think that girls are better than guys, but that's me.
Don't let it get to you. Just accept those around you, even if you don't know if they're part of the LGBT community.